If I Had My Life to Live Over!


Today is my BIRTHDAY!  When I was younger, I wasn’t big into birthdays because mine was always so close to the holidays that it was usually combined with Christmas or New Year’s.  I didn’t really throw a big party because New Year’s EVE was the next day, etc.

But this is not why I’m writing this BLOG.  Today marks a new Decade for me.  And it also means it’s a time for me to reflect on my 20’s as I enter into my 30’s.

When I was younger, 30 was so old.  I looked up to people that were 30 and thought it was OLD.  Now that I am there, I don’t look or feel a day over 20, but yet, have more life experience.

One of my favorite poems is entitled, “If I had my life to live Over” by Nadine Stair.

I’d dare to make more mistakes next time.  I’d relax, I would limber up. I would be sillier than I have been this trip.  I would take fewer things seriously. I would take more chances. I would climb more mountains and swim more rivers. I would eat more ice cream and less beans.  I would perhaps have more actual troubles, but I’d have fewer imaginary ones. 

You see, I’m one of those people who live sensibly and sanely hour after hour, day after day.  Oh, I’ve had my moments, and if I had to do it over again, I’d have more of them.  In fact, I’d try to have nothing else.  Just moments, one after another. instead of living so many years ahead of each day.  I’ve been one of those people that never goes anywhere without a thermometer, a hot water bottle, a raincoat, and a parachute.  If I would do it over again, I would travel lighter than I have.  

If I had my life to live over, I would start barefoot earlier in the spring, and stay that way later in the fall.  I would go to more dances.  I would ride more merry-go-rounds.  I would pick more daisies.

I was first read this poem the summer before my Senior year of high school on a trip to Australia and New Zealand.  When I got home, I found a book with this poem in it, and this poem has stayed with me over the years.

As I reflect on my 20’s, I realized I made mistakes, I have regrets, I wish I would have done things differently.  At the same time, I recognize, it was because of these mistakes that made me more aware of who I am today, more aware of what I want out of life, and more aware that I can take chances.

I also recognize that living life with regrets is not a good thing.  That at any time we can change the course of our lives if we are unhappy.  I did that, it was not easy, and still there are days I truly want to pull my hair out, but I ended up in LA from Minnesota.  One of the best decisions of my life.

As I start on this new decade, I dont view it as getting older, I am.  The fact is, we all are.  Nor do I dread going into my 30’s.  Instead, I am embracing them.  I look forward to the next 10 years of my life because now that I know who I am a whole lot better, I can just sit back and enjoy the ride a whole lot more.  I can put myself out there more than any other time, and I can go after the things I’ve always wanted to.  This decade is the start of life, for me.

I look forward to the next 10 years.  I look forward to seeing where I’ll end up, what challenges face me in the future, and where life takes me.  I look forward to taking more chances, taking more risks, and meeting more people.  I look forward to future opportunities, to so much possibility.

It is a reminder today that we are all responsible for our happiness, and we are all responsible for changing our lives if we don’t like it.

For, “If I had my life to live over,”  I would truly live it.   And this is exactly who I am and what I represent.  If I want to go on that carousel, I’m going to go on it.  If I want to go to Disneyland, I’m going to go to Disneyland.  If I want to go to Seattle, I will go to Seattle.  I’ve only got one life to live, so I’m choosing to live it.

Think about your life, think about the things you have not done, and ask yourself why?  What is stopping you?  It is a reminder today that you can make it happen, and it’s not too late to change.

Happy Friday everyone! =)

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My REVIEW of 2011!


2011 was quite the year for me.  I had been living in LA for just 3 months, I had my job for a total of 3 weeks when January of 2011 appeared.  I did not know the city of LA, and i was relying heavily on google maps to get to point a from point b.

My job throughout the day was being a SALES rep.  I had to drive from store to store throughout the city of Los Angeles.  The key was finding the stores, and finding them was the hard part.  I navigated myself through the freeway system of LA, and at times, got lost.  I have to say: THANK YOU GOOGLE MAPS FOR BEING SO ACCURATE.

2011 marked the year I was going to go out and start meeting people, and dive into my passion of photography.  One of the first shoots I went on was with the group LA Street Photography, and we were all going to walk along Hollywood Boulevard and see what we came up with.  I found out how intimidating it could be shooting with a group of photographers, and also learned fast how people view things differently.

 

This shot was taken later that night as my partner drove me through Hollywood Boulevard.  The dog was so cute, and it’s true, people really do bring their dogs everywhere in California.  I just always remember the TV shows of this happening, but wasn’t sure if it actually happened.  It does.

 

 

The Frolic Room, one of the oldest bars of f of Hollywood Boulevard.  I have friends that actually know the guy standing outside the bar, and have made comments when they’ve seen the pic, “hey, I know that guy.”

The Lantern Festival was held by the Chinese American museum, and brought the people together near the oldest street in LA: Olvera Street.  I’d been wanting to visit Olvera Street for quite some time, so I took myself out to the Lantern festival to shoot with other photographers.

It was a great time, and I really enjoyed being around other photographers on this outing.  I knew I wanted to do more.  So, the next outing I was invited out by another photographer to the Downtown Art Walk.  In my town, there was an art walk, and I absolutely loved it.  But the Downtown Art Walk was even bigger, and through the art galleries of downtown, a place I wasn’t nearly comfortable enough walking around alone.

It is so funny for me to look at these pictures of my first ArtWalk.  When I look back I already see how much I have improved as a photographer.  I don’t even like the picture above 😉 The first Downtown ArtWalk is pretty overwhelming to go through as a photographer though because there is just so much to see and do.  I began going to the Downtown ArtWalk for the next 5 months with this group of photographers.  Each time I would capture something completely different.

During the summer of 2011, is when I began my passion for writing.  I started to join twitter, and I ran across this website called Galtime.com.  I signed up and wrote an article about making girlfriends in LA.  The co-founder of galtime sent me an email the next morning and asked if I wanted to be a local content writer for them, and that began my journey of writing.  Well, it was the start.  😉

From there, I applied to write for SoCal.com and I began writing reviews of plays, and going to fun events throughout the city of LA to do reviews on.

One such event was entitled, “Cooking for Love” which was a fundraiser for the organization Break the Cycle.  It was a ton of fun.

All of the play reviews I have done have also been a ton of fun, and it brought my love of the theatre community completely out.

In October is when I decided to start writing my own blog, and so minnesotagirlinla was born.  I’ve been having so much fun writing in it, networking with other bloggers, and seeing all that is out there in the blogosphere.

Also, in October I began another adventure with a website called Crowned Rebellion.  It is where we interview real people who are willing to share their stories of how they came to be an artist, performing artist, musician, men and women who have overcome obstacles in their life, and everything in between.  They share their stories, their obstacles in how they got there.  Going through this experience has been truly rewarding as I get to sit down with others and hear their inspirational stories, but it’s also a reminder as how every human has a story to tell, every human has obstacles in their life, but what keeps a person going to still pursue their dreams even if they’ve fallen down?  I’m a pretty shy person, so this has helped me get out of my shell to begin talking to other people, and I’ve learned I have a love of interviewing people.

I truly look forward to what 2012 will bring me, and those around me.  I have a feeling it’s going to be a GREAT year.   This is my year in review.

 

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Happy Holidays!


From my house to yours, from my family to yours, I wish you a very happy holidays!

Enjoy being surrounded by loved ones, friends, family, and everything in between.  Enjoy the holiday, whatever it is you celebrate, and remember the reason for the season.

I hope everyone has safe travels wherever they end up, and I’ll see you near the end of the year!

Minnesotagirlinla is going back home, so her blog is also taking a vacation for a week!

2012 is going to be a GREAT year =)

Happy Holidays EVERYONE!

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